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well i just wanted to get this off my chest it was about my so called BF and i want to hear the opinion of other people and i have to thanks some people for helping me threw...like MoOn_N_sTaRs((who made me think about it)),shira, and my cousin jessica((who help me))its really not all that bad but its kinda hard on me

i been thinking maybe we shouldnt go out anymore and im not gonna lie its u not me we hardly talk and u dont come lookin for me i guess u dont miss me as much as u say u do its hard i cant kiss u to say hello and goodbye not even hug u all the pleasure i get from u is by talking and im ok with that but i dont even get that u give me excusses and i dont want them i want u and im tried of it too u can find a way trust me when i was dating my ex and he had he step dad come over he couldnt talk to much on the phone and hes dad would even disconnect the phone and he still called me or when he couldnt do that he message me get to his friends or grandparents and once at the library and with him leaving where he does a letter took two days to get here and once i didnt hear from him in 3 days but in the mail he send me a letter A LETTER at least he remember me and tolled me wat happen he went camping and the was no phone and computer of chore so yeah and im srry to compare u to that a*****e like him but yeah i know how i want and should be treated and i think u should tell me the gods to honest truth swear to the bible truth wat other girl there has to be a girl since u dont talk to me any and i hope she makes u happy becuz shell never be as great and as wonderful as me ull never find another chelsea alvinette iyonne maldonado theres only one and im a rare daimond ull never find another one like me well cya talk to u in a month seen that was the last time i talk to u

but then again i dont need him at least i got my gf who is a totally sweetie she puts up with alot of s**t from me and she just takes it i think we have our ups and downs but who knows i dont think we had that many downs though...if any for that manner.