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I had to write about this on a scrap piece of paper to not forget to write it in this journal.
I remembered another person that really cared about me. Her name was Sonja, she really cared about me, I guess she might of loved me now.. I purposely pushed her away though, saying the reason for doing so, was to protect her from me. I now find it as a excuse of running away from any pain I could get from her.. But she didn't mean no harm..
How much I probably hurt her, not giving her a chance for my love..
Now, all I wanted to do, is give her that chance, or apologize my heart out to her.. But I have no way now to find this person that I could of loved..
It was over a year ago, but remembering what I did to her.. I want to cry.