• torn up inside
    and i dont know how i got there
    all the things i've tried to hide
    have got to be around here sommewhere

    all the feelings im going through
    are muddled deep within my heart
    all im trying to prove
    is that i also have a start

    on what im doing here
    for whatever reason my blood is flowing
    and this girl i see now in the mirror
    what is this child doing?

    teas and blood are mingled now
    and shes thrashing dangerously
    you can help her how?
    look at all the pain shes shown me

    an overdose on all the pain
    with all the memories of my past
    an overdose on everything
    cradling my greif within a cast

    peering past my tearful face
    into the horrors whithin me rages
    wondering which willl win this race
    why am i trapped in this cage?