• life so jaded
    I've slowly faded
    from memory
    no longer me
    and no longer you
    we know it's true
    lives have changed
    confusing, deranged
    and pointless breaths
    stopping at death
    tedious living
    without any feeling
    its just all too real
    the emotions i feel
    so hide in fantasies
    don't come back to reality
    the dreary past
    possibilities vast
    much much too scary
    so i hide with the fairies
    and run far away
    back to yesterday
    and lock the door
    to before
    to good times
    to surreal sublime
    and laugh and play
    for night and day
    no worry, only fun
    till its all undone
    and the world comes crashing down
    and we look around
    and remember the present
    it all becomes relevant
    so i hide
    and i run
    like the coward i am
    for now and forever
    i am