• "I sit back and take this final drag
    as I exhale I feel as if my lungs are leaving me
    as I just lay back watching my final sunrise.
    Wondering if this life meant anything,
    feeling as if once my eyes shut
    there will be nothing more.
    Have I wasted this time here for nothing
    was I ever set upon this god forsaken place
    for nothing more than this,
    To die lonely and afraid
    feeling no remorse...no regret...
    for the things I've done, said, witnessed.
    As my heart starts to fail
    I see the best moments in my life play out as a movie in front of me.
    I shed one final tear before my eyes fully close,
    that one tear that I haven't cried in so many years.
    That single tear escapes only because I feel as though I let them all down.
    It matters not...
    for this is the end...
    perhaps the beginning of something else or of nothing more."