• At a loss, I've come to a dilemma that shakes the very foundation of my existence.
    Twisted and confused, feeling destroyed due to an error of misunderstanding.
    Why do I feel this way? My world crumbles within, the sky I created falls upon me.
    There are two sides to every story.
    I am a story that refuses to end, against the thoughts of the author.

    On the left, there is the hope.
    Everything wanting to work out, the world being a peaceful place.
    Never ending sunshine, dreams willing to come true.
    There is no chaos within the conscious, no ill will happens here.
    Determination is a strong trait of this side.
    Showing nothing but strength, this side shows true proof of a soul deserving of an eternal fortune.
    These are my wishes, for a better life.
    For happiness and joy.
    For good health, to remain in concrete condition the rest of my days.

    On the right, there is the despair.
    Nothing ever making comprehensions, the environment is my enemy.
    Infinite storms roam here, nightmares more than willing to destroy me.
    Peace does not exist, selflessness was never a thought in this realm.
    Pessimism explores this place, taking over like a disease.
    Expressing weakness, this side only shows others than life is no more than just a joke.
    These are my fears, something I want to avoid.
    From failure, destruction.
    From death, to forever regret I never learned to forgive myself.

    And I remain in the center of it all.
    I look forward to each side respectively.
    Not knowing what to do, I think and think again.
    I peer to the left, a universe I once held proudly within my hands...
    Only to see it slip away so fast.
    I felt invincible, nothing in the world could stop me.
    But then I gave the right a stare, and I began to realize.
    Nothing in the world could stop me, expect myself.
    Signs showed that I was the only one stopping anything.

    Do I win or do I lose?
    Given these odds, the answer never changes.
    For in any flip of a coin, the coin remains the same.