• what is this?
    is this loneliness?
    (abomidable lonelyness)
    is this sadness?
    (mindrending sadness)
    is this betrayal?
    (utter betrayal)
    is this envy?
    (unimaginable envy)
    what is this feeling?
    i cant place it...
    its all of these feelings mixed up indide me...
    how do i describe it?
    i feel as if; in my chest; there is nothing.
    my lungs punched through,
    my heart ripped out and crushed,
    i feel as if there's nothing left.
    you have betrayed me,
    do you still love me?



    -MVR