• Lost

    Darkness swallowed me whole
    misery consumed my soul
    without warning, without hesitation
    telling me happiness is but a mere illusion
    it was terrible, just as unbearable
    that feeling of utter loneliness
    to be on the brink of complete hopelessness
    it was tormenting, to feel empty
    and to continue walking on without certainty
    not a single candle lit
    to illuminate this dark, dark world so full of s**t
    not a single candle radiating to light my way
    so i may not be led astray
    i feel the absence of your presence
    boring down on me, when you're not here
    my world just starts to crumble
    reduced to nothing but rubble

    Found

    Desperate to see light again
    and resolved to leave this gloomy den
    i refused to remain squandered in self-pity
    and started to move forward, away from this monstrosity
    determined to leave it all behind me, to start anew
    and look at life in a new view
    i was tired of waiting for you to appear
    tired of all the misery and the fear
    until a realization hit me
    what is lost cannot be found
    until you seek for what is missing,
    looking does not mean mourning for what is lost
    it is acting , not waiting
    optimism is the light in the drakness
    the bright side in this dark world
    you will find what you seek
    if you open your eyes to what is good and meek
    optimism is the light, the light is the Lord
    follow the light, and the Lord will find you