• You said you’d stay forever

    I thought you would stay forever.
    You taught me how to relive some of the pain.
    You thought me how to cut.
    Cutting became a hobby we could do together.
    You said you’d stay forever.
    Because of you I learned a new way to live my life.
    You and me lasted for 5 years.
    Suddenly you left without any noticed.
    Little did I know you hurt worse than me.
    You said I was your life.
    You took my life the day you left.
    My soul is gone because of you.
    My life is not the same.
    I have to find a way of living.
    I’ve made new friends.
    What I thought was a new way of living.
    But nothing is the same.
    I can’t seem to get rid of the pain any more.
    I decide that if you weren’t going to be here with me I will go and find you.
    So I found you and I wanted to joined you.
    That night I decided to be with you.
    So I took the little bit of life I had gained.
    I'm with you forever now.
    Suicide is never the answer no matter how bad it might get it can only get better so get out there and try your hardest to make things better. Don’t say I don’t understand because I’ve tried and because of my little sister I'm still alive and I’ve made things better in my life. It was not easy but I can be done.