• Should I tell you that I wish to die
    I can't explain how it feels
    Or the number of times I felt it
    This feeling is a regular occurrence by now
    As if It's a normal notion
    I know you think your better then me
    Because I would write about how I feel
    I know you have experienced this as well
    But this isn't about you
    I just want to give up
    And
    There is no way I can
    I don't have the privilege to choose
    Whether to live or die
    By my rule or some other
    I must stay here and complete what i didn't choose to start