• I didn't run away
    I faced you head on
    You disappeared from my life
    But I never saw if you were smiling
    Or screaming
    When you vanished.
    Now I know
    As you crawl onto my back once more
    And breath on my neck
    Wrapping your frozen fingers around my neck
    You were smiling weren't you?
    Because you knew you'd be back
    The obstacle I overcame back then
    Did it mean anything?
    Haven't I accomplished anything when I made you disappear back then?

    Here you are telling me "no"
    Because
    My insecurities still exist
    My fears still exist
    My hidden pain still exists
    My weaknesses still exist
    And now you know them all.

    Now you come back to haunt me
    Rising from the shattered pieces of glass
    And even as the light in front of me
    Casts you behind me
    You are stalking me
    With each step I take.

    You reside within my fear and doubts
    You will take away all my chances
    My luck
    Everything I have.
    You will tear me apart from reality
    And everyone else
    You will make me invisible
    More so than I already am
    You will make me insane
    Take over me
    Turn me into something I'm not

    But instead, you reside within my ribcage
    Squeezing my heart
    With your fingers like steel
    Clawing at your prison
    Dying to get out
    And that is why it's hurting so much

    My hopes are crushed
    I've failed to escape
    From the first time you died
    I could relax
    And even after I overcome you once more
    Will you come back for me?
    This time, will you be screaming instead?

    You and me
    Let's play this game
    Over and over again
    Even though I know
    You're cheating.