• As I lay in my own blood
    I lie strangled for eternity
    But if I can just wake up
    Nothing shall ever be heard or seen
    In my restless dreams
    I am wanted for a forgotten reason
    Wanted by the reaper, he searches
    Season by Season
    Months come and go and pass me by
    But still I struggle not to die
    I lay here in the freezing cold
    In my head Death has me in his hold
    I'm runnin away and I feel parinoid!
    I keep on searchin, but I can't escape the void!
    A day goes by, it turns into years
    It makes me wanna cry!
    Lord! Why can't you understand?
    I don't wanna die!
    If you have a cause
    You'll probably end up with an effect
    If you think thats wrong
    Feel free to correct
    This relates to me
    I'm like a fuse on dynamite
    I aged too fast, but my life was worthless despite anything that went right
    And now i'm stuck here
    Yes
    Right here on this bed
    No sounds to be heard
    No food to be fed
    I can't belive how fast it went
    My daughter turned 40
    And my son is almost through
    Hes 50%
    I really wanna cry but its too bad I can't
    My sons holdin on to me!
    My daughters singin songs to me!
    I don't know how long it will be!
    It all just felt so wrong to me!
    I just don't want this all to be!
    I need to change this all in me!
    I'm really tryin hard to be!
    Daddys got some kids to see!
    I'm runnin away and i'm feelin parinoid!
    I keep on searchin, but I can't escape the void!
    A day goes by, it turns into years
    It makes me wanna cry!
    Lord! Why can't you understand?
    I don'twant to die!
    Please hold on
    I'm tryin to come
    But the scythe is blockin my way
    I swear I think i'm in over my head
    When I say I'm DONE!
    Then I hear my daughter singin!
    Slowly I start to come undone!
    I open my eyes, and I tighten my grip
    Then I start to cry, and I bite my lip
    I say my last goodbyes
    Then I fall to the ground limp
    They call for doctors, nurses, anything they can
    Guess what?
    The end