• first one
    I hate the thoughts that are running through my head. Like tinny little bombs going of inside my bed, blowing holes up through my body, leaving me in here for dead. Itslike on one cares, im just lieing here, bleeding and im drownding hoping thati will be deat. This pressure in my lungs is like a time bomb for my death. intense pressure on my temples like a vice clamp on my brain. Its making me go insane,making me pull the gun out from its hulster and blow out all of my brains. Now there is no more pain I have made it all go away.

    second one
    I'm sitting here waiting for my life to end. Just sitting with a knife deep within my chest, blood runs from my mouth as i try to prey. wishing it was over i put a builet through my brain. this pounding pressure in my stomich keeping me here in vain. feeling the blood running down my hands from deep within my vains. pulling the flesh from my arm as the darkness falls over me. falling to the ground building pressure then the end, no more pressure no more pain only darkness im no llonger sane.

    third one
    people really dont seem to care about my choices only that they are mine and come from my twisted mind. the choice that i just made is mentaly insane. i will take this presis cutting knife and end my life today. run it deep within both my wrists and watch the blood begin to spray. a vail of darkness forms as i fall back the knife deep within my brain. never ending darkness awaits me on this day.