• These smiles around me
    these laughs around me
    are so surreal true and happy
    but people don see
    mine are fu(king fake
    i have a fake smile
    i have fake laugh
    i have to make
    for everyone's sake
    i just have to save
    all my untold pain
    for later, when im alone
    i cant ever hold
    whats called gold
    or have an alive soul
    i just take
    what i have to take
    the up-to-date
    kind of tortorous pain
    take out the hidden paint
    and mask on a smile
    a painted smile
    ....that's fake
    a fake smile
    ....thats painted