• Pink and red on a valentines night.
    Full of love and happiness.
    Yeah, this is how I have felt before . . .

    But then it was . . .

    Blue and black in a long, cold, lonely winter.
    Full of pain and numbness.
    Yeah, I have felt this way, too.
    I guess I deserved it for all I put him through.
    I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.
    I never meant to do those things to him.

    Even though I thought my winter was unbearable,
    I am very thankful for it.
    I have learned so much, and life is not made of bright colors only.

    If it wasn't for him leaving me,
    I would still be lost.
    So I thank him, for the beautiful happiness, and the ugly pain.
    He has made me beautiful.

    But now I am on my valentines again.
    I love you so much, please don't leave me in my winter alone, I'm not sure I'd survive.