• I cry myself to sleep sometimes

    My pillow soaked with tears

    Because it seems that I am worthless

    And my happiness is drowned by my fears

    It seems like you all hate me

    Like my whole network wants me to die

    Deep inside I know it's true

    I fake a smile for my lie

    I cover my eyes whenever I'm around you

    I burry my head between my knees

    To hide from you the pain I feel

    That spreads throughout me like a disease

    I've been along so many paths

    They all take me the same way

    It feels like the world is my predator

    Feeding on me as their prey

    I thought there was more to this life

    Than being smothered with all this pain

    The pain that I know I give everyone

    Is the reason I'm growing insane

    I wish I weren't such a screw up

    And that I don't live for very long

    Simply because I ******** up too mant times

    And how everything I do is wrong

    So, to everyone who's listening

    I'm ending all your spite

    Just by saying my last two words

    And cry for one more night.