• drowning my sorrows
    drowning my anger
    now this poem gets even stranger
    how do i live
    how do i die
    when will this sorrow end?

    these black clothes bind my sorrow
    i wonder what will happen tomorrow

    all that i know is in danger
    as this dream gets even stranger

    as worlds collide
    i live to lie

    this day has made my life hell
    i hear the bells
    i hear the whole world die
    it hates me it loves me
    which do i buy?

    tears keep falling but i don't cry
    i wonder if i should just die
    but something keeps me sane, alive
    it's my insanity to wich i oblige
    life has no more meaning
    ev'ry thing has lost it's color
    i cling onto my life
    my life is dangling on a string
    iv'e caused enough strife and trouble to boot
    is death the only way out?