• When the mood lightens
    I pull myself to a state of
    mind where virtually i am
    invisible, no one can hurt me.

    This used to be called
    happiness. Present day
    in my mind where light
    never shines is where
    the depressing words
    I tell you are put up for show.

    The pain swells up in my
    eyes and my cheecks
    redden with the handprint
    left as a sign of anger.

    Is there a reason for the
    madness in your heart?
    Is there a reason to take
    your own pain out on the
    innocence of your one and
    only daughter? Of course
    not. Just as I thought.

    The disease of fate
    is scaring, haunting me
    with every word I type,
    with every step I walk,
    with every breath I take
    making me beg to give
    me break from the horrors
    which with my life I stake.

    If you've read this and
    have the same fate,
    please dont end up like
    me with your heart a taint.

    End.