• I’m sorry,
    If only you knew how sorry I could be,
    Would be,
    Am being.

    I’m sorry for everything.
    Everything I ever did,
    Anything I ever did,
    To disappoint you.

    Sorry for burdening you,
    With things,
    Secrets you’re rather not know,
    Things you’d just rather not hear.

    I’m sorry for stealing your sympathy,
    Seeking it,
    Hungering for it.

    I’m sorry for wanting a friend,
    A savior,
    Someone to love me,
    And someone I could love back.

    But,
    Are those things wrong?
    Should those things be denied when a person,
    Is most in need.
    A friend,
    A savior,
    A lover.

    Who is in the wrong?
    Who is right?
    Who will apologizing,
    Tonight?

    What happens when I press the blade,
    To my throat,
    Cut deep,
    Let the blood seep,
    Through skin.

    Who will miss,
    Dear old sorry me?
    When I’m gone,
    Buried deep,
    For eternity.