• I knew in my heart that someday it would end,
    though I wished desparately for that to not be true,
    for I did not think my heart would ever be able to mend
    should I ever have to part with you.
    But I did.

    I didn't see it coming,
    til she opened up my eyes,
    showed me who you were,
    and exposed all of your lies.

    Though my heart was broken,
    I probably would have stayed,
    For even if I were to part from you,
    I doubted the feelings I had would fade.

    I loved you so much,
    I wished you felt the same,
    But perhaps I loved you too much,
    so maybe I am to blame?

    I think I still miss you,
    for you made me feel so great,
    but now I sit and wonder
    if I really miss you, Kate.

    So is it you I miss
    and the way you loved,
    or is it how being in love
    made me experience pure bliss?

    Seeing you with him,
    doesn't really phase me,
    but I can't help wishing,
    that I, too, had someone to call my baby.

    So I guess it's not you I missed,
    hell, I never even talk to you,
    and if you died I'd know what to do:
    Nothing. Hahaha. b***h.