• Everything fitting, happy in bliss
    Progressing adapting improving
    Unnerving unsettling, something a miss
    Misplaced ever so undeserving.

    Frustration, disappointment, a yearning to cry
    Yet tears held back in restraint
    Depression, no ambition, a yearning to die
    with a chance to act on this so very faint

    Renew the reasons, set forth the seasons
    Of happiness joy and delight
    Cover up the pain, mask it all in
    Show no one the horrific sight

    Perception, deception, insurmountable recollection
    Of everything unwanted in life
    Anguish and sorrow, no need for tomorrow
    but it comes again and again with such rife