• i fight this feeling that causes me pain
    so much i think that i am in vain
    for as i much i fight in never goes away
    i just want to let it go out to play
    but it will cause me more pain and sadness
    if i cant hold on to this madness
    this maddness deep in my heart
    this maddness that will tear me apart
    for what i want and who i am
    i will the other me DAM !
    it will take control of my friends
    it cause me to kill myself in the end
    so i right my thoughts to figure it OUT!!
    i cant say no more i will pout
    about who i am and what i have become
    so please do not come
    to see me in my beastly form
    for now i will be ever torn
    away for people so that not hurt
    them who i love. this is my last word
    love