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They say that feeling like this is wrong.
They say I'm here because I need help.
They say I need to quit.
They say it goes against human nature.
They say everything I've done is wrong.
They say it makes no sense.
What did I do?
Why am I here?
What's wrong with me?
What do they want from me?
Where is my blade?
Why can't I have it?
I want it, I need it.
I want to see my blood.
They smile and pretend that everything's okay.
"Code Green," they yell, and lock us in our rooms.
We listen and wait as tables thud and voices shout.
Finally, it's silent and we are allowed to leave--see the destruction.
The pieces are scattered and furniture overturned.
What did I do?
Why am I here?
What's wrong with me?
What do they want from me?
Where is my blade?
Why can't I have it?
I want it, I need it.
I want to see my blood.
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- Title: Why?
- Artist: turning it upside-down
- Description: I just wrote this and it's probably not very good. It's about the ten days I spent at a psychiatric hospital. As you can probably tell from the poem, I was there for cutting and a suicide attempt. I don't know why I chose to write about this. It doesn't really bother me much now. Please comment?
- Date: 12/02/2008
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Comments (5 Comments)
- sycoskater - 07/11/2009
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ur poem really speaks 2 me its like in a way i know how u feel.
its terrible without ur own personal blade, i wear mine arround my neck all the time n when its not with me i feel lost.
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- shutupjaade - 12/22/2008
- awwww i love it! and i can probably relate to most of that stuff...so dont worry..ur not alone!
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- prettycaity2 - 12/06/2008
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I love it. <(*_^)>
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- AH-Closed - 12/02/2008
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Its okay love, you are out now smile
It is a good poem, full of feeling. - Report As Spam
- DiexToxSurvive - 12/02/2008
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wow i love it! poetry can be a good form of therapy
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