• ever since you left i been having these dreams, not really dreams but nightmares. and every night they get worse. last night i awoke, sweat covering my body, and panting very hard. it was a total nightmare, true horror. it started out as you repeating the words you said, that day. as they always do, then i could actualy feel the cool blade against my skin, and smell the blood pouring out once i dug the hole into my body. i layed a gun beside me, and shot a bullet and placed it inside me. it felt worse then being shot, and it stung rappidly. soon enough i awoke to find the knife and gun next to me, and yet no hole in my body