• I try to hold this all inside and thats all i do, I try not to cry as all i know starts to die, I try to fight what i know is wrong and every time I do my heart grows that much more light, Everyone thought they were beside me to guide me but they were only in my way, Time goes by and all I hear is peoples cheers and jeers, I sit by the phone alone every night....... and wonder what my love is doing right now, I sing, write, paint, and draw to try to stop my hearts sting, Will i ever make it out of this hell.... thats what i yell, Will i make it to heaven, or will i kill to many lives if only kill there hearts and burn in hell? Time goes by and I cant feel a thing, no pain, no love, no sorrow nothing..... have i gone insane, I search every day for somthing or someone who will end this.... Ive done my part the rest is up to them to compleate me.. will this war ever be won? I have no light to make me feel good and no darkness to give myself will ,This is my story as you see and still my life to be