• At lunch I sit beside you, and try to hold you tight, but you push me away and out of sight.
    As I sit out of sight I watch you with passion in my eyes.
    I stare at your face too long, and my heart is swallowed up by your hatred.
    I wonder forever if we will be complete forever.
    I say “No.”, and you break down and cry. “You know it’s for the best…” I try to say But I too am teary eyed.
    Now I sit alone and watch you laugh, I catch your eye, but look any fast. My glance returns as quickly as it left. You still stare at me with regret, but tell me this how can we be, if you do not love me?
    After class I walk alone, I have no friends, I have no you,
    Yet still you catch my eye and jog over, “I-I’ve missed you,” stammered the boy who caught my eye.
    As we stare into each others eyes, we draw closer, you embrace me in your warm arms, and we kiss (I forgot how much I’d miss this)
    I pull away… But not to fast, for I want it to last.
    You were the boy I sat beside and tried to hold tight, but now no more.
    For I have found a new friend who came and held me tight… Even as we jumped for the end of our lives.
    Today is tomorrow, as tomorrow is today you MAY see me, but all I see is the bay.
    You were the boy that sat beside me, now your face stream of tears, as you lay a rose in my hands, and kiss my plump, white, bloodless face.
    Everyone watches as you close the lid and lift me up six feet.
    I fly free, up into the sky…
    Then I’ll wait by hells gates for you.
    For you were the ONE TRUE boy who sat beside me…

    (c)2006
    BY: ME!!!!