• Taking your life away is not what hurts the most....

    What hurts the most is that when you think everything will be okay...

    IT ISNT....

    " BETRAYED "...you start to think...why?

    Why is it that the people you trust are the ones that would hurt you in the end...

    the ones that would break your heart...and let it shatter to pieces...

    " WHY? "

    Because they never were your friends...you were just an instrument...

    a thing to pass their time on...

    " BUT THEY WERE PERFECT..."

    Were they perfect?...or was their perfection just a figment of your
    imagination...

    Were you just too scared to admit that they were using you?

    Too scared that once they're gone you'll be nothing but a person with
    a missing heart?

    A heart that was shattered by your so called "FRIENDS"...

    The friends that were suppose to be with you

    ...FOREVER...

    Who are we kidding theres no such thing as forever...only

    ...NOW....

    Now is the only thing that matters...

    ...Not tomorrow...

    ...or the next day after that...

    ...but now...

    " I WAS BLIND..."

    Blinded by the fear of losing them...

    " I WAS FOOLED..."

    Fooled by their acts...

    ...We all need to see with our eyes closed...

    ...and hearts open...

    ...we need to trust our instincts...

    ...because you never know when that day would come...

    ...when all things seem to be against you..



    ...and the world seems to crumble every piece of your humanity...

    ...your identity...

    ...your heart...

    ...and your soul...


    leaving you with nothing at hand...nothing or noone to turn to...

    ...but yourself...

    ...and your knife...