• i live for now so i dont miss today never forgetting yesterday. yet still cant wait till tomorro. i let you see the side of me that i dont share with anyone else. ive learned that promises are just words unless they are fullfilled...i dont really fear of being touched just of being let go. and people keep asking me whats wrong, but i dont think it makes any sense. its just that may heart hurts cause i know there is something i want but cant have, and that is love from another. i dont get hugs or kisses. people dont notice me year after year. a whaile ago a young guy stood up to be my friend. they shund him and he avoided me. then he decided that nothing is worth this pain he caused me. so he drop his friends to be mine and those that he once called friends droped him into his grave. meny times i have made a friend and each time there taken away. it makes me wonder will you be taken away too. i dont think ill live thru more hurtbut i can try i stay safe just for you im not needed in this world but im a selfish girl cause i wont to stay by yourside you say you have no happiness yet you only need to turn around cause your friends and i are right her i might have been looking for it for you but the truth is that ive found it now you need to belive it....