• i feel as if i'm trapped
    trapped in an endless dream
    nowhere to go
    nowhere to hide
    but then this sweet gentle guy saves me from this, what seems to be an endless dream

    as the days go by
    i feel as if im free,
    as free as a single cloud all alone,
    in it's own little world

    friends seem to drift in and out,
    but he never goes away

    the day finally comes when asks me to be his girlfriend
    i say yes
    it seems to take forever for me to say this one simple word,
    but finally it is said

    as the days go by everything seems brighter
    as if i made the right chose
    to say yes to him

    my fiends are always nagging me to break up with him
    well some are, some are'nt

    then three months later,
    i do break up with him
    and i feel as if it was the wrong choice, that i should'nt had done that
    but i did and it's done

    two weeks pass and i finally can't stand it any longer
    this time i ask him out

    i feel a rush of relief,
    when he says yes

    two months maybe more
    and he asks me to meet him at the east side of the old rail road tracks
    which are believed to be abandoned

    but that day was the most frightening day of my life

    i was riding out to the old rail road tracks on my bike

    i'm getting to close to the rail road tracks
    to excited to notice that alex was franticly trying to tell me that a train was coming

    but for some reason it was'nt connecting
    untill i was right on the rail road tracks

    the thing that superisied me the most was that when alex started to run towards me
    he had a ring in his hand

    i try to tell him not to try and save me
    that it is to late

    but he doesnt seem to care

    as he keeps running towards me
    i start to hear the frantic blarring of the horn from the train

    then i feel nothing but the rush of pain
    then the darkness of death falls over me

    light breaks though and i see alex's face

    i sit up
    and there is the train rolling by

    at first i think i imagined that i was going to get hit
    but then of course that's what i wanted to think

    so i just sat all the way up next to alex
    and wait to see if the, as you'd think, endless train to end.