• If I could justify my means
    I’d resolve my actions into answers
    Equivalent exchange, was my heart to yours
    Lies that plague my mind spew from corroded lips
    Time is but an echo of the blood in my head
    Where memory and fantasy collide

    Delusions of grandeur?

    In a place where I couldn’t see my reflection
    My soul sucked in my heart

    Cruel black corruptor

    To purge this vanity I’d forsake all
    For one cause that which may not be justified
    And to what justice would it bring about
    At a point where I couldn’t find what I needed
    It was what you couldn’t give that I sought
    Longing for my paper doll
    White skinned and frail
    Break me, take me, and make me whole again

    I want you to kill me

    I can see it clear as day
    We embrace arms around each other locked in passion
    With your hand holding the gun to my head
    And my hand holding one to yours
    Deciding who would pull the trigger first

    I lied to you
    Many times

    I’m holding my breath and counting backwards
    From infinity to one and back again
    Submerged by my taint
    I’m waiting to drown
    I want the thrill that once immersed my heart

    We are unanimous

    It’s a motion to bleed

    Would you rape me now?